Peacefulness♥

Hello everyone!
Sorry I haven't been blogging in a while. Things have been SUPER crazy with Guys and Dolls, Arsenic and Old Lace, Dance, and everything else! So anyways, last weekend (not this weekend but the last one) I went to a conference called Aqcuire The Fire. It was simply AMAZING. I honestly have no words to describe how I feel about life, God, my family and friends, and everything in general now. All because of that life-changing event, I have experienced a love for God, I didn't know I had. It makes me feel.....peaceful:) Everyone enjoys peace, right?! :D

Wasteland Of Love

New Song! It's kind of rough, but tell me what you think!


Where do I begin?
It’s not the first time
That you broke my plastic heart
I need a brand new start
What is left to love?
My heart can’t take this grief.

But, I’m finding it’s not easy
To remove you from my heart
It’s harder than I thought.
Truth is, I can’t go a lifetime without you.
It’s hard to breakthrough this lonesomeness
Wasteland of love, and I can’t find some
Piece of mind.
                                              
I can’t take it anymore
I want to feel you in my arms
I know you’ll stand beside me
And keep me safe from harm.
If this is the best we’re going
To get, I don’t want it anymore.
I know this is a lie, but love should
Never be a chore.

But, I’m finding it’s not easy
To remove you from my heart
It’s harder than I thought.
Truth is, I can’t go a lifetime without you.
It’s hard to breakthrough this lonesomeness
Wasteland of love, and I can’t find some
Piece of mind.
                                  
My happy ending is so close
Yet it’s still so far away.
There’s nothing left to do,
Nothing left to say,
Except goodbye.
Goodbye, Love.

Blog post filled with awesome random things:)

       Hi everyone! Sorry I haven't posted in a while, I have been so busy! So recently  I have been OBSESSED with Taylor Swift. Her songs just speak to me. ::grins:: I love her new cd. I actually used to hate her with a strong fiery passion of a thousand suns, but now I love her! I guess what I like about her is that her music is based off of real life situations. That's what I'm starting to do now, write songs off of real life events:D He Is We and Taylor Swift has been my inspiration when it comes to writing music. They're just so amazing! ::sighs:: I love them♥
       On a different note, I auditioned for Guys and Dolls on Tuesday......I MADE IT! Ahhhh I'm so excited! Although I don't have a speaking part, I'm just part of the chorus, which is still just as important as a speaking part! The chorus brings the musical to life! Hehe, I sang Defying Gravity for the auditions. I love, love, LOVE, Wicked! I haven't seen the musical live yet, but I want to so bad!!! But I don't like that Glee made a different version of Defying Gravity.....they're ruining some pretty amazing original songs! Glee needs to leave the songs ALONE and make their own music. I'm sure if they recorded and wrote their own songs, then it would be amazing.
       Also, I got a jewelry making kit, and scrapbooking stuff for Valentine's Day:) Making jewelry is so much fun! I made a necklace and a paor of earrings just this week! I want to make jewelry and sell some of the stuff I make.....but I don't know if my madré would let me ::sigh:: Parent's; they're so protective, but you gotta love em'♥
       OH, and one more thing to throw in this completely pointless blog post. I heard on facebook about Elizabeth Morphonios's piano competition. I don't know if you have already gone to them, but I wanted to wish you luck! GOOD LUCK! And if you have already had the competition, I hope you did well and that your carpultunel (however you spell that hehe) didn't bother you! I love you!♥♥

Hehe, this song has been on my mind ALL week! I love it♥ Enjoy!

-Jenna

Arts Alive Winter Concert!

So, tonight is the winter concert for Arts Alive! I'm so SO nervous but excited at the same time! I get to see people I haven't seen in FOREVER and that's always an awesome thing:D I just hope I don't fail at my back bend switchy thing that I have to do......that move is simply IMPOSSIBLE, but not at the same time. I've done it....once:P but I know God and the adrenaline will take over and I'll be fine! So come oue tonight at 7:00 to Antioch Community Church and see Jazz, a really cute Character dance, Ballet, Modern, and much more! Hope to see you there! :D

Hard to move on

Why is it so hard to move on from something? WHY can't I let go? I hate being depressed. It hurts. It's like there's a hole in my heart, and no matter what I do, or how hard I try, that hole can't be filled. The pain is excrutiating. It goes away for a while......when I'm with friends, but even they can't keep the nightmares away. I wish I could forget, but I don't want to at the same time. It's funny how even after someone breaks your heart like it's made of glass, you can still love them with all the shattered little pieces. Broken hearts.........suck. I just need some prayers and a  hug......a lot of prayers.....and hugs :/

Its a photoshoot :D

Hello! So when I get bored......I do this hehe. Thanks to a VERY special friend I have descovered I have a love for photography. Thanks Liz! I love you! :D Now the only thing I need is a CAMEEEEERA! Which is really expensive these days ::sighs:: don't you just wish everything was free? So, enjoy the pictures!

He Is We......definitely in love with this band (which is random but the quote in the picture is from their best song ever "Fall"

       

                                                                       Soooo enjoy!!!

-Jenna

God's Gift To Me

Hey everyone! I have recently just started writing and composing my own songs. I'm kind of new at it, so I'm going to post the lyrics to my first song on here. I actually wrote it with my twin sister and best friend. The song isn't finished yet but it will be soon! 

God’s Gift To Me

I've made mistakes and hid my cares,
But God forgives and answers prayers.
He'll hold my hand and walk me through
He'll clear the path that leads to you
He's showed me mercy I dont deserve
he gives me love and my life preserves

With you, God, my hope still endures, but sometimes I'm unsure.
Please show me the right path to him.
Make me a fairytale that will never end.
Dear God, mend my heart that's been broken so many times before.
Show me who you have in store.
Keep him safe, and keep him pure

All my problems only he hears,
He helps me out and wipes my tears
He healed my heart and all its scars,
He'll give me you, worth more than stars
He planned it way before our birth,
To show us love in this dark earth
With you I'll fly up to the sky,
Our love will take us oh so high